This is my first time here and I hope I get some advice. Every since I was little I've had a hard time with learning and understanding lauguage. Everytime I hear a word I do not know the meaning of it and always seeking the dictionary. I feel like a a foriengner. But the weird part is I can read perfectly and I can write clear. My Problem is I always I want to understand what I'am doing so I'll be able to comprehend things better. I feel like that my brain needs to direct me where to go and sometimes my brain is blank. I know I have a brain but i feel at times Im not comprehending. That's my biggest problem. I do not want to go back to school because i've been going ever since I was 6 years old. Not only that Iam unable to keep a job for at least a year due to my learning disability. I've been seeking hard to find some kind of couselor or learning specialist to help me with what kind of skills I have. The only thing is I do not have any money or job. Finding a job is intimidating for me because I look at the descriptions and Im like I don't know if I can do that. anyways is there any ideas of how to go about finding a learning specialist and looking for a job. If anyone knows I would appreciate it.