I recently watched Batman Begins with my husband and a friend, and I noticed a clear difference between my brain and theirs. They thought the movie was entertaining, explained things, etc. I thought it was a jumpy, jumbled mess. I couldn't follow it; explanations went so fast I could not process them; scenes kept flicking here there and everywhere; and for most of it I didn't know what the heck was going on. Dear Hubby (DH) and Dear Friend (DF) enjoyed it, while I started feeling distress, wishing I could read my latest Orthodox theology book instead. I love reading because I go at my own pace, and can back up and re-read things I don't understand. Both DH and DF were shocked that I could not understand or keep up with the movie. And you know what DF told me? That this movie was SLOW compared to most action movies! It's no wonder action movies have never appealed to me.
In contrast, I can watch period dramas--Jane Austen, Jane Eyre, and the like--or comedies or old movies, and understand what's going on. They don't normally jump around like a music video. I can't stand many music videos, either, because they jump around so much.
Anybody else feel this way about action movies and music videos? That night made me feel alone in my brain because nobody else in the house felt the same. But I hope this will demonstrate to them what things are like in my head. I also have trouble keeping up with Dungeons and Dragons: I rarely know what's going on unless I keep notes or it's a nice, simple love story. I was often overwhelmed at my last job when dealing with customers at an insurance agency. My boss wanted me to do what the other assistants did, and fudge answers if I didn't know all the insurance rules. But I never had the kind of training to be able to give people insurance advice, did not feel comfortable "fudging" anything, and did not know how to "fudge" answers in the first place. I also had trouble figuring out the proper ways to respond to people. It cost me higher raises. But I was great at computer work, accuracy, details, requesting policy changes, etc. It's so frustrating when it seems like every clerical job out there these days requires customer service, that I haven't been able to just hide in a corner with my computer.
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