No you don't hear me. You hear the bogusness you have been fed. You want to hear me but your training has made you completely deaf to my words. You haven't the foggiest idea what i have gone through you can't feel it because you don't go through it. I understand you want to understand me. So let me make this very simple for your wasted mind.
I am just like you.
You think about various things so do i.
You feel pain you feel happiness so do i.
You have dreams and ambitions, so do i.
You have compassion, or atleast try to, so do i.
You breathe the air so do i.
You drink water so do i.
You love your child or will when and if you have one so do and will i.
You want equitable treatment and to be viewed as an individual. You want the world to respect your position or you wouldn't have responded to my post. SO DO I. We are *not* different. Not different at all. Except that you separate yourself from and make me jump through bogus hopps and tell me i am a lesser human because no one can find any difference between me and you.
I am not here attacking anyone. Speaking a few words is hardly the equivalent to the inhuman treatment i have observed from your field. Inhumannes i have been subjected to. You can't know it. You have never faced it from my end. You have *no* idea.
You are one of those good people on the pesky road to hell. And all i aam saying is if you wanna go to hell go on your own. I don't want to go wwith you on that trip. That is your ageenda not mine.
As for what is forced. I was 4 when i wqas first diagnosed. I was punished for not behaving during the test that bored me to death. I was held accountable for my behavior though something no 4 year old should have to face. I didn't ask for any help. I asked please leave me alone. Why do i have to do this? And i was told i do it to save other children the suffering later on. NOTHING IN THE LAST 25 YEARS HAS CHANGED!!! When will your field start to be held accountable for cruelty? When will you all get forcibly medicated for your desire to convert the heathens. There is a *reason* for every behavior and act that i make. My *OWN* reason. I have everyy right to that. Just as you have every right to your reason and doing what you do. I am not a danger to society. I am not the one medicating children to death. Thats your field.
NO THERE IS NO STANDARD THAT MEETS WITH SCIENTIFICALLY CREDIBLE AND MEASURABLE EVIDENCE. I am an archaeologist. I work with science. I am married to a phd in theoretical physics. I know the difference between scientifically quantifiable evidence by which one can form an opinion but first you need to have something to measure. To date no hard evidence has ever been present for ADHD. Yet children are put on psychotropic drugs for something. If you want to give me insulin i can be shown the proof i am diabetic. But all that there is for diagnosing a non existant disease is oh right subjective behavior observations. Over 25 years of searching for where the break down in the brain happens and oops still less than no answers but suggestions that the ADHD brain is guess what, EXACTLY LIKE YOURS. I would point you in the direction of the works of Dr. Breggin and Dr. Baughman.
Uhhh I have never been helped by any of these books. I have never been told what is wrong with me and as i have been used as a lab experiment i think i have earned the books in blood. And i don't feel ppl with ADHD should have to pay with their time AND their money when such diagnosis complicates for so many their ability to even get a job because of the predjudices people like you perpetuate against people like me based on no quantifiable evidence. Your logic is bogus and self serving aren't you in this after all to serve people like me? Except, i never asked anyone for help. I never wanted any. I never said "Please lert me take all the boring tests so that these people can waste their time studying NOTHING but an all new cotton industry!" Did the african american brought over in chains say "Please mastah, chain us up and torture us we can't care for ourselves exactly like you do we have our own way of doing things that works just fine for us. Please whip us and let us make your rich working in your cotton fields."
So mastah, shall i go out and pick me another bale of cotton? or have i made my point?